Its raining this morning. I got up earlier because today my friends and i were supposed to go hiking to Lhok Mata Ie. But, the weather doesnt support us. It is bright until 6.30 AM. My friends and i have been ready to go (dressed up and brought a full bag of all stuffs) and suddenly, the strong winds came with heavy rain. So, we changed the schedule because we dont want to harm and risk ourself. I have taken a cold shower in the morning and now, i felt thats such a waste. Its Saturday though! I should take some more sleep, right? :D Because i couldnt sleep properly last night.
But, I changed my mind and prepared my morning breakfast and cooked some foods for lunch and dinner. One menu to all day, LOL. I drank iced chocolate hazelnut + pearl from Chatime that left in the refrigerator for breakfast and i wonder when i will finish that 1 litre bottle. I rather chose milk tea than chocolate, but i ran out of stock. I still felt hungry and i decided to eat my lunch earlier. I ate my breakfast and lunch at one time. Its usual for me.
I ate while writing this post. I wanna share a story that happened lately to me. I dont know whether this is a horror story or a thriller story. The main thing is this is not an imaginary story. It happened yesterday, Friday, October, 2 2020. Its about 8.20 AM in the morning. I also got up earlier that morning because my friends and i would go jogging in Blang Padang but they suddenly cancelled it. At that time, i was scrolling through my instagram and suddenly there was a big sound from ceiling of my bedroom. It sounded like someone was walking. I was curious and talking by myself. I asked
"Who's that?!?". Actually, thats my way to realive my fear. You know what, it answered me in a cat voice.
"Meow, meow". Two times! Oooh that was a cat, i spoke to myself.
I didnt mind it until a few seconds later, there was a sound came from the bathroom door next to my bedroom. OMG i was shocked and went out. Actually, that bathroom door lock was broken and everytime there is a wind, the door will be sounded like the wind hit it. Exactly, the night before, there was a big wind and the door was so noisy. So, i tied it up and it worked, but why it sounded again this morning like the sound of wind hit the door from inside and i believed there was no wind this morning. I was afraid and asked
"Oy, who's that?!?" while knocked the door from outside. Like i said before, thats my way to realive my fear.
And you know WHAT!!! The door was sounded again like it answered me! It was sounded like either the wind or somebody hit it from inside. My heart was beating so fast. I never got this afraid before. Actually, In Sya Allah i could say that i am a brave person. I will not get afraid of little things. But, at that time, i was really really afraid. I couldnt think anymore and held the door handle strongly to avoid if there was somebody inside, he/she/it couldnt open the door, although i couldnt guarantee that my power was strong enough.
At a second, i lost my mind because of my fear. I was afraid if there was somebody inside, he/she/it would hit or kill me (Naudzubillah). Thats me. I am an overthinking person, my bad :( I ran to the front door of my house and opened the lock, in case that somebody broke the bathroom door and tried to hurt me, i could ran outside and asked for help. After i opened the front door, i came back again to the bathroom door and thinking what i should do. I didnt know that i fantasized it because of my fear or i really heard it. It was like someone was walking away from ceiling of the bathroom. It could be that cat before or maybe not (?)
I was afraid at that time, i wore my hijab and hold my phone and ready to run if that scary moment happened. I called my friends who supposed to jogging with me that morning. I told the whole story and they were worried if something happened to me. Then, they were on a video call with me. I said to them, if something bad happened to me. At least, they knew it and either helped me or told my family. They accompanied me on phone because i wanted to open the bathroom door that i tied up last night. I didnt have any courage to open the bathroom door at first and really afraid, so do them. But, i dared myself that i should and finally, it was opened. There is no one. Alhamdulillah~ but, i still really curious. I saw through all stuffs in the bathroom whether there was any weird thing. Alhamdulillah, there was not. But, what made me afraid was there is a patch of ceiling that is one and only in the bathroom. And also, what made me feel strange is why all happened coincidentally.
First, the cat and second, the hit sound from the door. I think it/he/she doesnt like to be challenged. I didnt mean to, but thats the way to realive my fear. I didnt expect that they would answer me. I just hope there is no answer, so i would think there was nothing weird happened. It was either only sound of the ceiling or the door. You know what i mean, right? :(
Back to my friends, they accompanied me to check any strange around the house inside and outside by video call. Alhamdulillah, there was nothing weird. I thanked them and hung up the phone. I still felt afraid and sat for awhile on the floor next to the front door while hearing any sound from the ceiling. The funny thing was i pretended that i called the police and the police would come to my house HAHA xD I felt so stupid because talked to no one on the phone. I was afraid if there was still somebody hid on the ceiling and anytime he/she/it came out. OMG my overthinking brain played role :(
My friends asked me to go out to have breakfast with them. After i felt my house was safe, i dressed up and left my house. We talked much about what happened to my house and possibilities that made me afraid. They calmed me down and one of my friends accompanied me to re-check my house. Alhamdulillah, nothing bad was founded. I wondered if i was overreacting. But, it was real i swear and really made me afraid. I just hope that was not bad person that tried to enter and rob my house. I would prefer that was ghost rather than bad people. You know why, right? Ghost cannot hurt people, but bad people do. I am a little bit afraid of ghost, but i am more afraid of bad people. Who doesnt scary if the ghost suddenly appear in front of you? But, which one is more scary than the bad people appeared and tried to hurt you? OMG i cant imagine. I hope Allah SWT always protect us from bad thing.
On the night, i chose to sleep at my house. I could sleep at my friend's house at that time because of my fear. But, if i did so, i would not come my fear as soon as possible, right? I have to face it, that my strong determination. I also have told the whole story to my family and my father said that our house is near to the street and In Sya Allah i will be safe. I called my sister by phone all night and she accompanied me to check all inside the house before i entered my bedroom, locked it, and went to sleep. And of course, i couldnt sleep last night. I didnt want to turn off the lamp because i was afraid i couldnt see in the dark. If the lamp was on, i could see all things easily. I am the type of person who cannot sleep when the light is on. But, for that night, i was too afraid to turn it off and it ended me staying up all night. At 3.30 AM, i woke up from my bed and gave up. I turned off the room lamp and turned on the small night lamp. At least, there is little light. I didnt get enough sleep whereas in tomorrow morning, i would go hiking with my friends.
Maybe that is the best plan Allah SWT has given and it was raining heavily with strong wind in this morning. My friends and i were upset at the beginning because we were just ready to go. But, Allah SWT gives me more time to take a rest because i didnt sleep enough last night. We dont know if i still go in this morning, maybe something bad will happen to me (Naudzubillah) because my stamina is down.
Thats the whole story i wanna share. I know this is weird but it really happened to me. Actually, i should calm and treat my overthinking. Because it can make me anxious and feel excessive fear that can lead me to stress and cant get enough sleep. Thats really a bad thing. Btw, can you count how many "afraid" words there are in this post? :D
So, i think i will get more sleep right now. Have a sleep tight, Ayu~ byeee :)
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